Wen u came bak, i thought it was fate.
If time couldnt beat us the nothing could!
Spending time with you despite how short, i thought that would remain in ur heart like it has done mine.
I still feel you, i dont know how your gone.
Your touch made me numb
Your smell made me feel safe knowing your there
Your taste was like nothin else
Your voice just made me smile
And looking at you i was looking at a stranger
I know we made no promises
And time was only borrowed,
But if you wanted me like i wanted you
You wouldnt be so quick to move on.
I would have given it all up for you
I couldnt have given you anymore.
But still i tried.
Im sorry im not your everything.
Im more sorry that i made you my everything.
Please just let me in on something.
How did you do it?
How did you manage to make me feel all this
And move on so quickly?
Hunni your a heartbreaker and i dont think you'll ever change.
Im sorry for you.
I was better than you all along, i knew i could do better.
I tried with you.
And now im just another one thats given up
Everything will be perfect?
How can anything be perfect, when all the perfection in my life has its own beautious flaw?
Perfection is sometimes more hideous than our imperfections.
Therefore making the possibility of perfection no more...
I love the things people hate about you,
I dont treasure the things people notice first about you.
I like the way you spend too much time on your hair.
And how you dont wear enough cologne...but dont care!
Moments spent with you go too fast, see how perfection doesnt last?
How can that be perfect? You would be with me in that moment for eternity...
Its the way you always have to leave that makes time spent with you so perfect,
But the moment you leave me you create an imperfection.
I always count the time your away from me, its easier to count my heartbeat as it slows when you arent near.
I miss the way we create our own world, with no intention to block everyone out.
We always seem so lost in each other, i just know you, i know what your about.
I know when your not happy, even when you smile,
i hate it when you lie to me...and you treat me like a child.
I love how you protect me, when you know i can defend myself.
And know that i would defend you, more likely than the other way round.
I let you walk all over me, cos your footprints only mark my heart
I like the way your under my skin, its like your always here.
Let me take a moment to asses this, i feel all these things for you
And correct me if im wrong, but everything ive said is true?
Then how can you so hurt me by something i always say,
Something i feel forced to do every single say.
I know that everyone knows this, but i have to remind myself
Your not a lover, your not a companion, your not even an affair.
Your merely a freind so why do i pretend that that will change one day?
'He's just a friend' I remind myself whilst looking in the mirror...
And then i think what does he say when looking in the mirror?
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